hahaha.. i cant just yet
sorry.....
Thursday, January 27, 2011
Sunday, January 23, 2011
CRAZY!!
... i woke up today at around 9:00 am with a strange feeling. Its like I'm meant to do something but i don't know what it is. i want to go somewhere i know but i cant. i want to call you I'm perfectly able, but for some strange reason i can't. i looked for my phone and checked any message.. viola!!! theres none..
... why do i feel that i am a prisoner ?...
... i logged into FB and had a chat with a friend...
... I'm supposed to write an article but this is the best that i could muster!!
damn!! I'm Damned!!..
there is something wrong?!
its just me!.....
... at this point i think that Life is crazy! We chase what we can't have, and run away from what we desire the most!.
...it is where i am right now.. it is a good sign that i realized it is unhealthy. but who says addiction is healthy!!
...^_^
... why do i feel that i am a prisoner ?...
... i logged into FB and had a chat with a friend...
... I'm supposed to write an article but this is the best that i could muster!!
damn!! I'm Damned!!..
there is something wrong?!
its just me!.....
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... at this point i think that Life is crazy! We chase what we can't have, and run away from what we desire the most!.
...it is where i am right now.. it is a good sign that i realized it is unhealthy. but who says addiction is healthy!!
...^_^
Sunday, January 2, 2011
... last night
Ante date Dec 30...
Last night was one of those usual nights that i can hardly sleep. it seemed that the sand man once again forgot to sprinkle some of his much needed dust...
two hours since the last of my texters texted me ^_^, about past 3 am. I turned to my trusty iPod to seek comfort and perhaps find a way to lull my self to sleep. Instead of nausea i experienced nostalgia.
...Damn! every song on my playlist reminded me of of persons, events even specific dates. Then i realized that music for me is like a diary where everything dear to me is somehow encrypted.
...was it really the music or was it just me?... it was an odd time to reminisce, but nonetheless was so into the moment that i enjoyed every flash backs rekindled in my mind as if it was like a scene from a movie the only thing was I am the lead and you my friends are the supporting casts!!!! ..
.... it was interesting to see every detail..
... i was just waiting for the part where my supposed love interest was entering the scene when i completely blacked out...
Last night was one of those usual nights that i can hardly sleep. it seemed that the sand man once again forgot to sprinkle some of his much needed dust...
two hours since the last of my texters texted me ^_^, about past 3 am. I turned to my trusty iPod to seek comfort and perhaps find a way to lull my self to sleep. Instead of nausea i experienced nostalgia.
...Damn! every song on my playlist reminded me of of persons, events even specific dates. Then i realized that music for me is like a diary where everything dear to me is somehow encrypted.
...was it really the music or was it just me?... it was an odd time to reminisce, but nonetheless was so into the moment that i enjoyed every flash backs rekindled in my mind as if it was like a scene from a movie the only thing was I am the lead and you my friends are the supporting casts!!!! ..
.... it was interesting to see every detail..
... i was just waiting for the part where my supposed love interest was entering the scene when i completely blacked out...
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